Rhythm of Life -Part II
Posted on May 5th, 2010
By Dr Ruwan M Jayatunge
Poetry is when an emotion has found its thoughtƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
and the thought has found words.ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ Robert Frost
Ali Bumaye
He who looks like a butterfly
Stings like a bee
No scares in his face
He is the champion of champions
ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ When he was drafted
He refused to kill the yellow man
He said they did not call me a nigger
So I will not go to Nam
He defeated many boxers
Also fought against injustice
Mohamed Ali is still fighting
This time may be Parkinsonism
No matter how long it will take
He has not given up the fight
Still got courage and spirit
To face any type of opponents
Fiddler on the roof
ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ Fiddler on the roof
Playing his melody
It is sweet and stunning
I am mesmerized
When I close my eyes
The melody still reverberates
The fiddlerƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢-¾‚¢s tune
Makes me blissful
When I listen to the fiddler
I forget time and place
ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ St Monica Bay
ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ It was a sunny day
I wentƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ fishing at the St Monica Bay
I caught a Cod
Weighed nearly ten pounds
May be it was my lucky day
I wanted to celebrate
On my way back
I was stopped by a sergeant
He said Uncle Sam wants me
I was drafted and sent to Nam
I survived booby traps
But I couldnƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢-¾‚¢t stand the revolting smell of Napalm
When I came home
There was no welcome
They called me a baby killer
Nobody wanted me
Not even the St Monica Bay
I went fishing
But I could not catch any fish
I went to the bar
I wanted to wash away my worries
Whiskey and cigars
Became my new pals
I met Judy
To whom I paid thirty dollars a night
But I had no salvation
My nights were disturbing
When I was listening to Rolling Stones ƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ…-SatisfactionƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ”š‚
I could hear the gun shots and Bell helicopter sounds
My dead buddy said ƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ…-take cover FrankƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ”š‚
When I met my doctor
He said go to the Vet center
Now nearly three decades
I am fighting a solitary battle
Unlike in the Nam I donƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢-¾‚¢t see my enemy
I donƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢-¾‚¢t want to stay in the Vet center anymore
I want to go to the St Monica bay
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ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ Twin Towers
ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ Once they stood like giants
Proudly projectingƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ to the skyƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
Elegant and breathtaking
Shining like silver under the sunbeam
After the terrible event that took many lives
Twin Towers are no more
Now there are in ruins
Leaving pain and sorrow in many hearts
ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ Auschwitz
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My heart cried
When my feet touched Auschwitz
Although many years have passed
It seems like yesterday
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I was brought here
Along with my family
We traveled three nights in a cattle train
ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ Fully packed and had no space to move
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When my little sister asked for water
I gave my water bottle with a small loaf of bread
Then she slept on my lap
But I was awake all the time
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When the train stopped
The Doors were opened
There were no welcome signs
The SS men came with guns and dogs
SS-TotenkopfverbƒÆ’†’ƒ”š‚¤nde greeted no one
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When I saw Sonder- Commanders
I could read their eyes
They moved like living dead
Gave no word or smile
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It was winter and I felt cold
I took a deep breath
My inner mind whispered
You have come to the land of death
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When the Commandant came
We were separated
Some went to the labor camp
And the others to the gas chamber
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They gased my parents
Along with my little sister
Their ashes were scattered
All over Auschwitz
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Countless nights
I lived with the memory of my family
I worked all day long
But we were under fed
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Famine and cold
Fear and beatings
Humiliations and torture
Every single day
We experienced death
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There was no hope
There was no salvation
Only option left was
The electrified fenceƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
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After many years
We heard rumors
The War is going to end
And the Red Army is moving towards Berlin
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In the final days of the War
The Nazis were frantic
Joshua said
They might terminate us all
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On the 27th January 1945
The Red Army came to Auschwitz
Many of us were walking skelitons
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They gave us food
And said soon the War will be overƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
Many became astonished
But my feelings were numbed
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On the day of the liberation
AuschwitzƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ survivors were parted
Many went to their homes
But I had no place to go
Because my family was no more
With Joshua I moved to Santa Barbara
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Many years after the war
Again I came to Auschwitz
Not as a prisoner this time
But as a witness
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This is the place they eliminated my entire family
I recalled my parents and little sister
They went through the gas chimneyƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
Without telling me good byeƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
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I tightly held JoshuaƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢-¾‚¢s hand
When I saw the remnants of the gas chamber
I felt despair
I had no tears to cry
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I could hear many voices in this place
Million and halfƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
Men women and children
Who were murdered by the Nazis
Then I clearly heard my little sister saying
Sara thank you for coming to see me
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I closed my eyes
I wanted to be alone
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Why did they do this to us?
Why Why ?
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If I could speak to the whole world
I would say a few words
Please do not let it happen
Never again
Never again
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Forsaken Land
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When the life has no value
Obviously the death has
When human are driven like cattle
The beast will rule the land
When there is no humanity
Only blood will flowƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
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When a child becomes a predatorƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
The men will become man-eaters
There are no morals or justice
Everybody is free to kill
They speak the language of Kalashnikov
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In the forsaken land
Men are imprudent
They do not think -they act
They do not love ƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢¢”š¬…” they hate
There is nothing good or wise
Only flesh and blood
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Killing of a Butterfly
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On that doom s dayƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
Near the Dakota Building NY
Mark David Chapman gun downed a legend
The ex Beetle with circular lenses
Paid the prize for the Generation of 60 s
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He is a phony
Yelled the killer
He is the one who said
Imagine there is no possession
But he had everything
Expensive cars, boats and houses
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All the way Chapman came from Hawaii
Waited many hours near the Dakota Building
Until his prey returned with Yoko
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He was a nowhere man from nowhere land
But he made his plans to kill somebody
As Chapman said
I was nobody until I killed somebody
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The Angel of Death
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He was a Doctor without a heart
But fond of wired experiments
They called him Josef Mengele the Angel of Death
He was specializing in Racial Hygiene
Determined to kill for the racial superiority
‘I am the power, he said
And injected chloroform in to little children’s hearts
Mengele did all these horrible things in the name of science
But did nothing for the medical science
He was only exercising his power with a ruthless mind
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TIA (This is Africa)
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TIA -The land with brown soil
Where the civilized and virtuous men came in search of slaves
For centuries the land and men were tormented
Looted the nature’s resources to the end
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TIA ƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢¢”š¬…” where the lion and hyena avoids each other
Everyone is a prey at a given moment
Nothing is guaranteed
Rules by an invisible hand
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TIA ƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢¢”š¬…” where they discovered ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ the earliest hominids
The early civilization -the Bell-Beaker culture of Ethiopia
The golden heritage of mankind
Deliberately erased by the one track mind Archeologists
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TIA- experienced so much pain
When the ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ King Leopold 2 of Belgium ordered to amputated the hands of children
Expressed repulsion when the Apartheid law rejected one man one vote system
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TIA ƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢¢”š¬…” this is the place where the music began
Harmonious one rhythm
Evolved in to the sound of JazzƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
When her children enslaved in New OrleansƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
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TIA ƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢¢”š¬…” she has no more tears
No more blood to bleed
And no more sons to sacrifice
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Kunta Kinte to Barak Obama
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It was a long journey that stated in Gambia West Africa
A black boy named Kunta Kinte was brought to Maryland in chains
Enslaved for many decades in the cotton fields
Worked, from sun-up, ’til sun-down
Kunta Kinte alias Toby saw no freedom
He was buried in an unmarked grave
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KuntaƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢-¾‚¢s generation lived in America
Until they searched for a new identity and freedom
LincolnƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢-¾‚¢s Emancipation Proclamation gave a new hope
The Buffalo Soldiers fought for the freedom
But the freedom was many miles away
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When Martin Luther King Jr said I have a dream
The dream that cherished freedom and equality
The dream that cherished justice and peace
But he couldnƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢-¾‚¢t live until the dream was fulfilled
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Barack,ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ ObamaƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ continued KingƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢-¾‚¢s dream
When he broke the racial barrierƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
Martin Luther King said from his grave
Thank you almighty I am free at last
I am free at last
I am free at last
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Mr. Sunshine
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Good day Mr. Sunshine
Did you see the mocking bird?
I almost had a heart attack
While driving through the freeway
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My radio gave a strange noiseƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
I turned it to the channel 49
Then I heard Bruce Springsteen
Walking in the streets of Philadelphia
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I saw Frank Zappa
Waving his hand
Then the crowed shouted
Lets do it Frank
One more time
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From the mist of darkness
I could see Freddy Mercury
Then he asked
Who wants to live forever?ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
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Jealous guy Lennon
Played his purple guitar
We were watching the wheels
Until the end of time
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Enola Gay
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The gigantic bird, which came through the sky
Like a Condor on a prowl
Its hungry eyes projected to the city center
When the target was locked
It dropped theƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ little boy and flew away
Smoke and fire absorbed over seventy thousand lives
The massive fireball depicted the annihilation written in Hindu Mythology
Nothing left nothing survived but only the smoke and dustƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
With death and destruction
ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ The Human Civilization entered in to a new Atomic Age
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The GuantƒÆ’†’ƒ”š‚¡namo Bay Detention CampƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
It was like the Hamburger Hill
When Akram spent the time in Guantanamo Bay DC
He was in the Camp Delta
Then transferred to Camp X Ray
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They called him an Enemy Combatant
But he never fired a bullet in his life
In these dark times
Everyone is under suspicion and everyone is a target
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When the world is falling a part
Even Cat Stevens would not survive
So needless to talk about Akram
Who was an insignificant cobbler from Sudan
Suddenly converted in to a dangerous man
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After a long incarceration at the GuantƒÆ’†’ƒ”š‚¡namo Bay
He was more in sadness than in anger
Living in oblivion for so long
AkramƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ met the sense of emptiness and lossƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
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How could he overcome the degrading treatment?
How could he come to terms with the lost years?
Shame and allegation
He witnessed the humanity at its very darkest
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The wounds and scars inflicted at the Guantanamo Bay DC
Will run in his veins
Anger and vengeance
Will form a vicious cycle
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There are hundreds of Akrams
Those are waiting for justice
Expecting treatment under the Geneva Convention
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After the dark years
Here comes the Great Law Giver
Who decides to shutdown the modern-day Gulag
The world embraces his decision
Barack Obama’s commitment to close GuantƒÆ’†’ƒ”š‚¡namo DC
Indeed is a huge leap forward for human justice and freedom
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A Misfit
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When Stalin forced me to worship his idol
I turned my back on him
Then his men said I was a saboteur, enemy of the people
I was given 5 years in a labor camp
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When Hitler deported Jews
I refused to spit on them
NAZI s told that I was a traitor
Then punished me with a whip
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I was banished
Wherever I went
I was a misfit
Because I got a mind of my own
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I became tired
Worshiping cult personality
While others paid their homage
I was speechless and numbed
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When they said turn to Right
Everybody turned except me
When they said turn to Left
Everybody obeyed except me
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They knew I had a problem
I was closely monitored and segregated
They rejected me just like plague
Always pointed their finger at me
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They took my freedom
They took my loved ones
But they couldnƒÆ’‚¢ƒ¢-¡‚¬ƒ¢-¾‚¢t take my pride
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Bataan Death March
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No Mama
No papa
No Uncle Sam
No one to rescue
No one to cover
With empty stomachs
Feeling cold and fatigue
We walk endlessly
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Charley Team is dead
Bravo is gasping
Those who fall down
Will kill by the Japs
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No Mama
No papa
No Uncle Sam
No one to rescue
No one to cover
Without a hope
Without a salvation
We walk to the jaws of death
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Sgt Patrick is losing his strength
Malaria and starvation made him a wreckƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
He might not survive to see another day
Good-bye Patrick goodbye old friend
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No Mama
No papa
No Uncle Sam
No one to rescue
No one to cover
We keep walking until we are all dead
No one would ever know our plight
No one would ever imagine our suffering
Soon we all rest in an unmarked grave
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Kristallnacht ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
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Ho what a night
They called it Chrystal Night
Forcibly braking the silence
Erasing the moon and stars
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Ho what a night
It was the Kristallnacht ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
Braking windows and burning SynagoguesƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
Beating human flesh in a savage rhythm
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Ho what a night
They called it the night of retribution
The night of pay back time
The night of the Jackal
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Ho what a night
Filled with pain and fear
Humiliation and deportation
Loosing the touch of humanity
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The True face of Horror
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What is Horror?
The word that often echoed by Colonel Walter E. Kurtz
The word that has thousand meanings
The word that stops beating your heart
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Remember Cruella de VilƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ who wanted to kill innocent Dalmatians
Norman Bates who is expecting guests at the Bates Motel
Freddy Krueger the disfigured, dream stalker who returned in our dreams
Halloween killer Michael MyersƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ who showed no mercy
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Could you imagine the sharpness of Jason Voorhees Sword?
If not think of the sharp smile of Dr Hannibal Lector
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What is real horror?
Have you questioned your self for a moment?
Is it the fearful eyes of Transylvanian Nosferatu ?
Or the Villainous smile of Bela Lugosi
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May be you were terrified by seeingƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ ƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ Phantom of the Opera
Played by Lon ChaneyƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚ the Man of a Thousand Faces,”
If not Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein
Immortalized by Boris Karloff
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Why fear for fictional and factitious horror?
When you are sounded by real horrorƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
The horrors of day-to-day life
Horrors that dictates our lives
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Did you hear the political persecutions?
The ugly cousin of political extremism
Going hand in hand with the religious fundamentalismƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
That kills the human growth and obstructs human freedom
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For one moment, did you think about racism?
Which clouds human dignity and respect
Mad wars for racial supremacy
When all of us share the same DNAƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
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When you are surrounded by the real horrors
You are empowered and left without answerers
You become a living ZombieƒÆ’-¡ƒ”š‚
A man without moral consciousness
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You can fight the horrors
By believe in your self
By believe in humanity and justice
You can defeat the horror
Until it is no more
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May 6th, 2010 at 8:47 am
Sita Perera , Ruwan has MD not PHD (do you know the difference between MD and PHD ? what is your education level)
You can see his CV in the American Psychiatric Association approved web link
Francine Shapiro Library: EMDR Bibliography -http://emdr.nku.edu/emdr_subject.php?subject=Sri%20Lanka
Ruwan presents other peoples opinions and then he analytically gives his interpretations. This is what all the writers do starting from Sigmund Freud. If your education level permits you to read, his writing analytically you would understand it. Its not copying articles from the internet or Plagiarism. If you are allowed to write, what is originally yours then you can only write your name nothing else. Because other facts do not belong to you.
Ruwan worked 15 years in the Ministry of Health Sri Lanka as a Doctor and collaboratively worked with Dr Neil Fernando – the most renowned Psychiatrist in Sri Lanka, and he is an internationally recognized professional. As Sri Lankans we should be proud of him, but our innate Sri Lankan jealousy prevents it.
He has written against Tamil extremism as well as Sinhala extremism. Before coming to petty conclusions I advice you to read his two books (analytically)
1) Prabhakaran Sadakaya Pilibanda Mano Vishleshanayak ( Sarasavi Publishers Sri Lanka )
2) EMDR Sri Lankan Experience ( Sarasavi Publishers Sri Lanka ) which discusses combat trauma and the effects of 2004 Tsunami in Sri Lanka
Grow up Sita Perera , grow up